I'm feel like a mother because i need to do everything.
You know my mother in law is in Ecuador now and She is going to back in March 20 in the night .I'm missing her a lot When she left to there I needed to be responsible in home .
It was really hard to me but understood one thing whole those mothers who have to do everything like cook,care a baby,clean and if you're continue go to school. It's my turn to experiment my new life maybe it is time to be maj0r but i'm scare to do wrong things or take bad decisions.
Bebore i felt alone but now i can't say that anymore because soon i'm going to hold my baby on my arms. You know what I never thought get a baby now and special not have the father's baby with me.
I was feel bad many things i have inside of me but i never took the decision to get an abortion susch someone told me to do that.You know i recognized my mistakes but he didn't do it. I was completly stupid to trust him.
I'm don't want continue talk about it which make feel bad and i don't want to cry anymore because i cried enought before. I want to continue study and don't stop it.
I have a BIG DREAM in my life to be a profesional and I hope nobody could stop me do this. I want to give everything to my baby and show to my baby what i can do it .
I have many feelings inside of me . That is the another side of me.
I know God is with me anytime but I can't avoid my problems. ummm ok see you on Monday have a good day.
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It's wonderful that you have so many dreams for yourself and plans for your baby. I'm sure you're going to be a wonderful mother, and it sounds like you're starting to accept how much work it will be. It's worth all the work, though! You had better send me pictures of the baby when he/she is born!
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